The movers came today. Bjay and I sat and watched them box up our lives into boxes and then drive away with them. It was such a wierd feeling. We were pretty quiet, kindof in shock I think. I guess the fact that this is really the end of Cyprus is finally hitting us. The wierdest part is that we have 3 lives in boxes. One life in Utah, one life in California, and one off to sea. Soon we will be opening up all of them into one big life. I guess that is a cool way to look at it! I think that the stress I have been under over the last month finally decided to hit my body today. I have felt completely useless and exhausted. It was like my body finally gave in and just said enough. Hopefully I can perk up because we have a busy weekend. Family pictures at the beach tomorrow (thanks Adam and Jamie for being our photographers), Halloween party saturday (early so we could be there, thanks Mel), and Sunday will be insane with last minute packing and heading out for good. I can't believe I have only a few days left here. Crazy.
Tomorrow I think will be one of the most emotional days for me. Saying goodbye to Pajha's teachers is going to do me in. I have known them for four years now and love them so much. They are so cute with Pajha, they adore her, she adores them and so do I. I got each of them a coffee mug made with a picture of Pajha on it that says : Now you can still wake up to me every morning. I will never forget you. I love you! I am going to give them to them tomorrow. Sad. I hope I can hold it together, or I am sure Pajha will cry too.
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